It's 11:31, January 2, here in the Philippines. I changed the layout of my blog into lighter theme. Perhaps I just want to feel this way - light. I don't want to think too much and perhaps I want to seek balance within me. Yep there are many things I have and want to do but for this time, I want spend more time discovering myself and potentials. I also want to stop flirting. I don't know if I can still entertain boytoys even though its just limited to teasing. Because I don't want to get my hopes up that someday, I'll have a serious relationship with them.
Anyway, today, I decided to study web design instead of W.A.M.P. Perhaps I enjoy this more. I inquired and I can afford it. I want to make my own business this year. I also started to discipline myself of blogging everyday reflecting what has happened within the day and that I want to create arts also. I want to stay positive at all cause and to calm. Sometimes it's hard to think right once my pressure gets high.
I hope I could really do what I want especially designing. I hope there will be more freelance jobs to sustain me.
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