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I have a new crush in the office. He's a developer sitting right next to my cubicle. What an ideal guy - tall, dark, pointed nose and grunge. He's actually handsome but because of his reserved attitude, he's unnoticed and looks mysterious. He teaches me a lot regarding application issues even in my self study of xhtml/css. He spends time answering questions and he's so patient. It's Ok if with him if I'm, noisy. He always tell that everything is OK. One time I wore my lacey dress. I talked close to him. I could feel the skin of his elbow touching mine. I actually don't know how our conversation started. But I know that my chest are partially shown off. Perhaps that's why he keeps the conversation going until afternoon. I actually feel guilty seducing him. It's not the right thing. But it happened again, swear I didn't mean it. I asked him if my brown shoes matches my pink dress with back linings. He's deep eyes scanned me from foot to head an I felt something when our eyes met. Even though I like him, I intend not to pursue because he has a partner and a kid. I'm happy for whatever set-up we have. Sometimes, it's better to become friends than lovers. At least it would last for a long time our relationship is just hallow. I don't even know if he is my friend. He's grunge, that is something I'm sure about.