Thursday, June 30, 2011

Blank Wall

Yesterday, Sir Jing told me something I didn't hear clearly.... though I felt I know what he means.... that I look blank. I even saw myself in the restroom... pale as I used to be in college.

Maybe because there really are blank walls surrounding me and I feel so burned out in the middle of the office. I have so many plans but I end up thoughtless in front of my PC. Perhaps due to my Rip Van Winkle long sleep. Good thing I was able to fix my technology blog - Fauve11.blogspot.com.

And during this idle time, the nerdy guy Lex messaged me telling to change, improve my looks, comb my hair.. blah blah blah.. Oh c'mon. Give me a break. I just want to be myself for the rest of my life... Guys... they just have this Pygmalion complex of changing girls... neh.. that won't trick me anymore.

I know I'm grunge and I'll be successful... I'm a writer and an artist, definitely, I look different.

Seriously... being grunge makes me overcome my hang ups and accept life as it is.

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