Budgeting

There are so many chores today and yesterday. At least I'm done with all my laundries. Then I audited my expenses and recorded my receipts. As I do all the recordings, I found pleasure as if I found fulfillment. Perhaps because I'm also listening to the soundtrack of the Godfather. Really romantic. Perhaps this could be my New Year's resolution - to become romantic to all aspect of my life. I'll be passionate on my arts and to my job. I don't want to be angry anymore.

I also realized that I need to manage my expenses so I can really start my business. I want to have my own website and render vector design services - infographics and even websites designed using Adobe Illustrator. But before anything I really need to review the basics of drawings and principles of design.

The Godfather

During the passed Christmas season, I watched the Godfather. I was so impressed with movie. I love the theme, the production design, the story and of course the soundtrack. You could truly feel the principle of contrast. In the movie, the characters shows high loyalty and love for their family. But they are as well violent yet so silent when it comes to their enemies. The irony is that they teach not to hate their enemies. I also love the line: Keep you mouth shut and your eyes wide-opened.

After I watched the movie, I feel like being silent especially when it comes to work. I want to focus on to business, making money and making a good presentation of myself. I don't want to overreact on things because definitely, nothing will happen. This Friday, I just kept myself busy and I was able to finish my jobs. I want to be like the Godfather, Vito who always remain calm and was able to gather colleagues. People listen and show sincerity to him. He's patient and has good packaging of himself.

Donut

Sometimes, you'll just be surprised when someone who's sour turned sweet... sweet like donut. I don't want to give malice but suddenly he's acting weird. He keeps on teasing me everyday even if I'm just silent. He has a softer manner of speech. He'll be a bit tactless then suddenly turned nice. He's words sometimes really hurting me. I don't even want to argue with him. Oh well life's mysteries gives us the thrill.. isn't it?

In the office, I was about to make the assessment when I was asked to finished one documentation. I was able to get some approval for my network configuration. This could be the least I could ever imagine doing. But it's fun as if I'm just doing thesis...yes thesis everyday. When I was in college, I've always dreamed of creating thesis and it happened. Honestly i feel smart.

For my art aspiration, I planned to put perspective on my toning and shadowing. I actually wanted to make arts everyday. It's my therapy and makes makes my world really colorful.